im going back to school tomorrow and i can tell this is going to really slow me down on d.a here with taking the time to submit new divitations of the new photography ive taken but have not yet photoshoped for you all to check it out, i still think my work is shitty..im on here every day and i get nothing but deviantations and journal entrys and i never even bother checking them out so..i guess as long as thats going to remain by the looks of it we will see maybe what ill do within the next 3 to 5 weeks ocne i settle into this new school i once knew people from last year but now im alone in it this year and its like i haveta go and do what ive been told whats best so i can complain but im not entirely happy about it.

i shaved my head, and i just went over it all today with the big clipper and got it fixed it on the sides by mommy and i am now growing it all back out again, my interets personality and everything else is still the same but now i dress a bit different and ive gotten that i look way better but that doesnt convince me to beleive that and take a picture for the first time in awhile now..a bit of shitty things have happened this summer in terms of the social environment i have to relate to outside but everything is fine as of right now and looking back on what i did all summer, too bad this shits gotta end for tomorrow which i beleive ill be doing nothing at all for the longest time as well as the snows comeing out and im gunna start looking for a job soon
not much people from around where i live care about friendships or serious relationships..i still havent found a girlfriend and once again im just going to throw this out there i dont do distance or internet relationships i aint a j t. my grammar looks probaly shitty for you all to read this and i know you could care less about whats going on with me now because i once knew lots of people on an old d.a of mine and they blew me off and dont think ill jump ahead with everything if your some random person browseing ending up on my page and possibly noteing me, and i am not saying i dont want anything at all...and ill bet you can still notice the anxiety part of my life but itts gotten wayy better off the prozak and im still doign what i do and all, and sorry i have too much to say but i havent typed a journal in awhile if you go ahead and look for yourself, i am 15 now!! my birthday was on july 16 2008 and im gettin a job soon for the winter, sorry i couldnt make the journal but id rather wouldve stuck with the bigg day then come online for 5 minutes for those who dont even give a shit. i advise u all who know a dangerously beautiful user on d.a by the name of sherika to also stay out of any contact with her cuz shes a "whoreish stoner poser ugly slut and i hope she sees that if i remembered if i did or not, did i block her? xD anyways there isnt anything much goin down im still the kindve chill out sensative deep thinkin lay back person with tons of shit to say about anything if i strongle or truly agree or disagree with some one else, anxietys still there, im just keepin eyes open for the right girl i beleive i can meet and spend the rest of my life with her all tho i doubt that will happen at this rate with how i look but hey i start school tomorrow, i met a girl last year at another school i was goin to with her and we dated till february and i asked her out october 1st soo well see thanks for readingg